i cant deny that there’re times when im irritated with you. but then again, there are times when im irritated with others as well. honestly i dun think im a very nice person either, and im sure there’re people who dislike me. however, i also know that there’re times when im a good friend. maybe not to everyone and there’re times when i really enjoy myself with your company. and pls take comfort in the fact that you’re not the only one feeling self-conscious. i guess this is really a general problem amongst teenagers.

in fact, the most popular person may not be as well like as you think he/she is. i think human relationships are painful at times but i suppose that’s the beauty of it.

i think rj students generally are not very sensitive. maybe we should be more frank about our feelings or more observant of each other. im sorry if i’ve ever neglected about your feelings. but i guess we can all improve, maybe not to the the extent that we become perfect friend/buddy, but we can all become better persons.

and to tell you something very private, i’ve been ostracised as well. but i also realise that to let others love you, you have to love yourself first. i dun think there’s such thing as pleading/begging between true friends. i guess they gravitate towards you? (i dunno GMM/R2?)

well this is the first time i’ve expressed my true feelings about friendships. i hope i’ve made you feel better because i really dun think of you as badly as you think yourself to be. and like what you said, prejudices are quite difficult to eliminate. i suppose if i were in your position, i would have been ostracised more.

i cant deny that there’re times when im irritated with you. but then again, there are times when im irritated with others as well. and pls take comfort in the fact that you’re not the only one feeling self-conscious. i guess this is really a general problem amongst teenagers.

honestly i dun think im a very nice person either, and im sure there’re people who dislike me. in fact, the most popular person may not be as well like as you think he/she is. i think human relationships are painful at times but i suppose that’s the beauty of it.

i think a general rj student character is that we dun really care about each other’s feelings anymore. im sorry if i’ve ever neglected about your feelings. but i guess we can all improve, maybe not to the perfect friend/buddy, but we can all become better persons.

Sorry if I said anything that could hurt you last week when we were with lingxi and raph. And sorry for the other times when I’ve been mean to you, including the times when you didn’t notice/realise.

P.S. It can’t be helped if there are some people who can’t bear with your shortcomings. But remember there are friends who genuinely cares for you and you should treasure them. I know that at least Aaron and Mark really care for you. And there must be many others too. Don’t forget them, and treasure them.